Well 2nd time writing on my own blog which I still had nt much idea on how to use it...with a heavy feeling on my heart which prompt me in using this....
with regards to my topics, 2008 had been the darkest moments of my life, there are nt much of happi which is overshadowed by dark moments. heres what I have to share with you on my life (pratically i dun think people give a damn also)
First, i start of with family ties...I regret not going to my grandma house during the weekend as she had left us this year going to a better place. frankly speaking, i tot she will recover as on the day of her death. doc allow her to be discharge. anyway thts life....also i had not been able to attend her cremation as i am busy attending my revision lecture. I tot of giving it a miss but lecture too impt as it represent the most important part of my exam...
Secondly, let me move to my studies, I had high expectations of my exams that i would graduate this year. My hopes was further raised whereby after i finish my audit exam which i dun think i will fail ba. But then heaven came crashing down for me in my advanaced management and corporate reporting...practise so hard but questions came out in the most awkward manner. now i could only pray that i will be able to pass at least 2 papers.
Thirdly, in job wise...still quite happy with my job as mention in my last blog. now came the end of the year and promotion is around the corner. latest news i heard was only 6 people will be promoted. looks like my chances of making it is slim as there are 12 people vying for the position.lets hope that i will be able to make it to the final 6.
Financial wise, i had been in a very bad shape. I consider myself to be a failure in terms of financial. not able to save due to my heavy burden on my studies and without saving, i could do a lot of things that people in my age do. i felt so useless at times as i had to save and scrimp to make months end.
Last but not least is my relationship. the only happy moments that i had is the days i spend with her on taiwan. other than that, my relationship now is on the rock.it is so fragile that it could easily crack.spend some serious tot on it that i nearly wanna end it as i am too tired to carry on. but nevertheless i plucked up the rest of my energy to save the relationship. well i know she had her own blog and she had wrote some unhappy things in her blog which i seldom visit to let her have some privacy.i know some of things in the relationship, i am in the wrong and i am willing to change. I know i am a bit stingy but now you know my financial situations, i hope you can realli understand. i try to change for you but you sound unmoved or still duno on what to do. i reali hope you can make up your mind and decide about it. cause saving the relationship alone is kinda of tiring and there will be no purpose for me to carry on saving. right now i can be accomodating, trying to acede to your requests even though i am in a very bad shape. i hate it when you sound so sad about receiving a less valuable gifts from me...i also feel bad but thats the best that i can offer right now. i duno how long can i still be accomodating if you are not going to make any real effort in saving it and also i duno whether you know abt it, for after farenheit concert, you have hurt my feelings once again.
alright not going to say anymore., as i duno what to say about my shitty life. maybe i should just leave this place and suffer my life alone. back to work right now.
Friday, December 19, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
Typical Truth Uncovered
Hmm..i think its about some donkey years since I wrote something in a blog. I think the last one in which I wrote was about a few years ago. Wanted to restart writting blog again but kinda of lazy. whahahah......anyway somehow I found my resolution in writing one now.
Life is okay but not rosy for me. Lots of obligation to meet, lots of bills to pay and and rearing 3 gf right now (car,bike and my dear). Every month is a challenging month as I strive to meet both ends....
For some of you who are keen on what I am doing now. I just resigned from National University Hospital in Mar 08 and came over to audit line in which I always wanted to work in. Got lots of chance to travel to different places to meet different people and the best of it is that I will be doing different things and different things and it won't be bored but the drawback is I had to work like mad dog into wee hours into the night.
Leaving NUH was a good choice as I hated that place, manager like shit and can realli smash herself into the wall. I tot in the first place when I joined NUH I found her to be a nice lady but then during the course of work, i think she's a hypocrite. She only promote those she like so no point working so hard cause you won't gain any recognition.
Hence I started my new audit life in BDO Raffles, Tried to get into big 4 but with my qualification, a mid-tier firm will be a better place to start with till I get my ACCA then I would start thinking of joining the big 4. It is a nice place with nice people but its kinda of stressful. though it's a singapore local company but on the inside it seem like a multinational company which comprises 75% malaysians, 15% Singapore, 5% phillipines and 5% others. Well though different culture but we strive for one thing and that was to earn money.
In relationship wise, it had been quite smooth except for a few hiccups on the way, now and then always keep quarreling but because of tat we are trying to improve our relationship though sometimes i forget what I had just said. Nevertheless, trying to get a flat (provided i quit smoking) and get married in a couple of years time.
This year had been quite eventful as got lots of wedding to take part and most importantly, my beloved liverpool had been in good form to perhaps win their first EPL title in 19 years. Also F1 had also reached the shore of Singapore. I had been aniticipating the F1 to come to Singapore for quite a long time. How nice for Singapore to boost their enconomy and at the same time make history by being the first to host a night race. Wanted to buy tickets to watch but then too expensive that I decided to stay at home and watch the race.(perhap next year then buy tickets to watch loh). Had always wanted either Kimi or Massa to win the race (what the heck~as long ferrari win~I am happy) but things doesnt turn out what you wanted to be. Massa was leading the race until some renault driver by the name of Pique Crashed his car into the chicade and this in turn disrupt Massa pace and result an accident in the pit lane which cost him dearly. In the end Alonso won the race and what a moment for him to start the rice in 15th place and finished in the top spot.
if you are wondering about my topic header: typical truth uncovered, here comes the part. I was slacking around at my client place and decided to visit my friends' blog as its been ages as well to see their blog. I was browsing MK blog and to my tremondous HORROR....I saw pictures of him and Ah dar in the F1 RACE....#&%)#&%#^%^#*%^#^%#^%(#(*^%*#^%(*^#......
Damn it ~~I din even know they went for the race....Haiz...Duno why but felt quite disappointed. 2 of my best buddies I ever had in my life din even mentioned watching F1 live to me.... well they dont have to tell whatever things they do but then this kinda of major event, i feel we should share it among friends. the thrills of being there and the excitement which I could never felt on the TV. The impt point is not whether watch live or on TV but it will be very much appreciate that maybe before that it can be share during our Talk cock session that you are going for the race or how does the race goes by and how does it feel exactly. The feeling truely sucks whereby I need to stumble onto their blog to know they had gone for a major event. haiz... realli felt disappointed and sad that 2 of my best buddy keep it for me. I always trying to make effort to go out with them though I am most of the time busy and arranging outings for us to maintain our bondage but most of the time I am being left out in the action. Though I appear to be happy go lucky but I am quite sensitive and always quite affected with times like this.
I had always boast to my gf saying that my 2 buddies are the best friends I ever have and the trio of us will share sadness and happiness no matter where we are or who we are but this incident was like I am slapping my own mouth with my own hand. haiz.......
I think thats all I had to say.....well just another typical life on a typical day of a modern guy~~~
Life is okay but not rosy for me. Lots of obligation to meet, lots of bills to pay and and rearing 3 gf right now (car,bike and my dear). Every month is a challenging month as I strive to meet both ends....
For some of you who are keen on what I am doing now. I just resigned from National University Hospital in Mar 08 and came over to audit line in which I always wanted to work in. Got lots of chance to travel to different places to meet different people and the best of it is that I will be doing different things and different things and it won't be bored but the drawback is I had to work like mad dog into wee hours into the night.
Leaving NUH was a good choice as I hated that place, manager like shit and can realli smash herself into the wall. I tot in the first place when I joined NUH I found her to be a nice lady but then during the course of work, i think she's a hypocrite. She only promote those she like so no point working so hard cause you won't gain any recognition.
Hence I started my new audit life in BDO Raffles, Tried to get into big 4 but with my qualification, a mid-tier firm will be a better place to start with till I get my ACCA then I would start thinking of joining the big 4. It is a nice place with nice people but its kinda of stressful. though it's a singapore local company but on the inside it seem like a multinational company which comprises 75% malaysians, 15% Singapore, 5% phillipines and 5% others. Well though different culture but we strive for one thing and that was to earn money.
In relationship wise, it had been quite smooth except for a few hiccups on the way, now and then always keep quarreling but because of tat we are trying to improve our relationship though sometimes i forget what I had just said. Nevertheless, trying to get a flat (provided i quit smoking) and get married in a couple of years time.
This year had been quite eventful as got lots of wedding to take part and most importantly, my beloved liverpool had been in good form to perhaps win their first EPL title in 19 years. Also F1 had also reached the shore of Singapore. I had been aniticipating the F1 to come to Singapore for quite a long time. How nice for Singapore to boost their enconomy and at the same time make history by being the first to host a night race. Wanted to buy tickets to watch but then too expensive that I decided to stay at home and watch the race.(perhap next year then buy tickets to watch loh). Had always wanted either Kimi or Massa to win the race (what the heck~as long ferrari win~I am happy) but things doesnt turn out what you wanted to be. Massa was leading the race until some renault driver by the name of Pique Crashed his car into the chicade and this in turn disrupt Massa pace and result an accident in the pit lane which cost him dearly. In the end Alonso won the race and what a moment for him to start the rice in 15th place and finished in the top spot.
if you are wondering about my topic header: typical truth uncovered, here comes the part. I was slacking around at my client place and decided to visit my friends' blog as its been ages as well to see their blog. I was browsing MK blog and to my tremondous HORROR....I saw pictures of him and Ah dar in the F1 RACE....#&%)#&%#^%^#*%^#^%#^%(#(*^%*#^%(*^#......
Damn it ~~I din even know they went for the race....Haiz...Duno why but felt quite disappointed. 2 of my best buddies I ever had in my life din even mentioned watching F1 live to me.... well they dont have to tell whatever things they do but then this kinda of major event, i feel we should share it among friends. the thrills of being there and the excitement which I could never felt on the TV. The impt point is not whether watch live or on TV but it will be very much appreciate that maybe before that it can be share during our Talk cock session that you are going for the race or how does the race goes by and how does it feel exactly. The feeling truely sucks whereby I need to stumble onto their blog to know they had gone for a major event. haiz... realli felt disappointed and sad that 2 of my best buddy keep it for me. I always trying to make effort to go out with them though I am most of the time busy and arranging outings for us to maintain our bondage but most of the time I am being left out in the action. Though I appear to be happy go lucky but I am quite sensitive and always quite affected with times like this.
I had always boast to my gf saying that my 2 buddies are the best friends I ever have and the trio of us will share sadness and happiness no matter where we are or who we are but this incident was like I am slapping my own mouth with my own hand. haiz.......
I think thats all I had to say.....well just another typical life on a typical day of a modern guy~~~
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